I always find time to wish i was writing, but my follow-through is getting worse and worse lately. Now, for a quick emotional inventory:

+ Ok, so I keep wobbling on London. I mean, it’s obviously a little bit late for any kind of wobbling, but in terms of how I feel about the whole situation, there’s been a lot of wobbling. Excited/worried, mostly. Another country? What?

+ I’ve been smoking way more and working out way less than I should. This changes Monday.

+ I recently traveled to Champaign with Chris to visit his (and I’d say at this point my) friend and bar hop a little. And while I had a lot of fun, and thought a lot of thoughts, one of the biggest things I’ve taken out of that weekend is to begin worrying about the GRE. Yikes!

+ It’s hard to feel pretty when you have abnormally pretty friends. That’s kind of pathetic to say, but y’know, shit happens. Whoops, there goes my self-esteem!

+ Speaking of being gay, I’ll be able to do the whole Chicago pride thing for the first time since high school. I’m legit excited about that. “legit.” Any takers?

That’s about the extent of everything that’s running through my head right now. Shallow? Maybe? Some say deep.

also, I just remembered this. Sometimes, when I give nicknames to my buddies on AIM, I just substitute their full name. But no matter what, they always put the quotation marks. So when I see Tiffany sign on, it says “Tiffany’ signed on, like it’s some shady fake name. It’s like my buddy list is some douche bag who’s like, “Hey man, ‘Mark’ just signed on. If that is his real name.” It’s like, fuck you Buddy list. They are real, and that is his real name. (I actually don’t have any friends named Mark, but I do have a friend named Tiffany). That probably wasn’t as funny to anyone else but me, but I thought I’d share.